2 days. juz 2 days in si and mi heart is shattered into zillion of pieces, especially today. realli heartbroken. those who belong to mi type whom i saw in si are either too old, attached, or married (although machiam they come for si, i will know them. -.-"). tats not too bad. not tat bad. guess wad, a fren i juz made today, says i look like im in mi early twenties, although itz becoz the crew i was with was like, nearing 40s. mi heart went PIACK PIACK can. yes, hez mi type, but hez married and is much older than mi. i wont do anything stupid. guess wad, PIACK PIACK PIACK was heard when faye told mi tat leonard automatically gave him mi no. yes, in the end he msged mi, but, leonard, THANKS ARH. friend arh, friend. i was freaking nervous they will reveal that hez mi type when they coincidentally met him on the train (how small is the world.) thank goodness, they didnt say anything. WHEW~ right, tell mi, which guy who is around mi age is behaves like a man, is gentlemanly and charming. juz name mi one, and i'll be amazed. itz a no wonder why i get attracted to guys who are older than mi more than guys who are of the same age as mi. and i juz realised, i don usually get attracted to guys on the first look. yes, itz true.